10:19 p.m. | 2013-06-06
~i want so badly 2 believe~

saw the postal service last night. probably one of the best concerts i've ever been to. the ending of 'recycled air' live made me tear up like a total cliche. i was glad to be alive for an entire night. it was good.

also got drunk for the first time last weekend at my sister's bachelorette party. honestly expected it to feel like more of a landmark. it was fun, but nothing really of note. not something i want to do again particularly soon, but also not something i would be totally averse to doing again in the near future. it makes me wonder if i really am beyond any kind of fixing - all i crave is life experience, and when i get some i'm still not satisfied. certainly sounds like a dead end to me.