1:46 a.m. | 2011-04-23
you said, i think i'm like tennessee williams, i wait for the click. i wait but it doesn't kick in.

i'm sitting in the living room. my little brother is sitting in front of me, fast asleep. he looks so silly. i'm crying. i'm crying because life feels wrong. i love him, though, and that's why i keep trying. my love for my family is all-encompassing. but i am tired. and i hope he doesn't wake up.