9:38 a.m. | 2015-07-19
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i got a job three days after writing my last entry. life is weird and i'm done trying to puzzle it out, lol.

i start tomorrow and i cannot and will not fuck this up. everyone seems so nice. the woman who hired me left me a cute voicemail talking about how excited they are for me to 'join the team' and gave me a big hug when i came in to fill out paperwork. i saw the person being interviewed before me exiting as i was entering, and i remember thinking she was so much more polished and probably far more experienced than me and clearly i would never get this job. but i got it. i have a good feeling about this, and that's rare for me. it's scary but it's nice.