1:57 a.m. | 2005-07-28
i am waiting for something to go wrong

These days, I don't sleep too well. I don't do much of anything except sit on the computer, but I find that it's much better to spend my days talking to Jenya or Dawn or other internet friends much more worthwhile than actually socializing.

I have a chance to, tomorrow. To socialize, I mean. But I'm choosing not to, because.. because my friends don't mean a thing to me.

It's rather empty, this existence. When none of your "friends" mean a thing to you and all you have to prove you're alive is typing fingers and circles under your eyes. But sometimes...

Sometimes I think.. no, I know.. that I wouldn't have it any other way.